The Garden State 

 It turns out that I love people. Not always….I've got no love for anyone using or working the security line at the airport. But in general, one of my favorite parts of traveling is hearing people's stories. Yesterday Park and I played a fundraiser for EIES, an organization that provides free audio of daily periodicals to blind people all over New York and New Jersey. At the event, I met Herb, who is 83 years old and a native of South Orange, New Jersey. His wife is a reader for the organization three times a week. She goes into their studio in the mornings and reads the Wall Street Journal. Herb told me, among other things, that he used to own a small town general store that he had hoped to pass on to his son, but that he had sold when Walmart came in. That same son, he told me, was Student Athlete of the year at his high school in 1979. Parental Pride is apparently not dampened by time, and that strikes me as very cool.

At the airport in Newark, Susan at The USAir counter spent at least 15 minutes scraping old routing bar codes off of Park's guitar. She was very concerned that it might wind up in Calgary or LA! While she knelt and scraped the stickers with a pen, we chatted about her killer curly red hair, which she said she had hated as a teenager. She wanted to look like Cher, and instead she was all Janis Joplin. I told her it was completely rock & roll, and I'd tried everything to get her look. Before we left for our gate, she showed me a picture of her with her hair straightened. Luckily, there was no line in Newark at noon….

The show was lovely…we played an acoustic set of my tunes and a few covers after EIES presented their awards, and I took a rare opportunity to play a Springsteen cover in the land of The Boss…At dinner, we sat with Frank Scafidi, our host, and his extended family, all of who are from the New York/New Jersey area. They had textbook New York accents, which made Park's Southern accent seem even stronger! When we left, Park told Frank that his family reminded him of his, only with different accents. :)

So here's what I Iearned: New Jersey really is the Garden State. It was beautiful; leaves were turning every shade of brown and red and yellow….and the people were colorful and unpretentious. Just how a garden should be.

Return to Camrose  

Last year, around this time, Kevin Costner & Modern West were scheduled to play at The Big Valley Jamboree in Camrose, Alberta. I was invited to come out and sing "Let Me Be the One." Minutes before we were supposed to hit the stage, a crazy weather pattern called a microburst whipped up a wind that brought the entire Main Stage down in a matter of seconds. Many people were hurt, and one woman - a fan who had special onstage VIP seating - died.

I had just come back from the catering tent to the right of the stage when the wind knocked me down. I crouched in the fetal position while metal and tarps fell around me. When the air calmed and I opened my eyes, I saw dust and panic. Where there had been an enormous stage and 20,000 fans, there was rubble and chaos. I didn't know where anyone from the band was, including my husband, Park.  When I made it to the bus, I saw Park sitting upright with blood dripping down his face. John Coinman had a towel to his head, and Park was dazed.  I remember gently pulling his hair back to find the source of the blood and feeling a wave of fear when I saw a four-inch gaping cut on his head. I left the bus and started telling anyone who would listen that we needed an ambulance. Mark Botting, KCMW's tour manager, had been found unconscious with a severe head injury, and somehow, the four of us - Mark, Kevin, Park, and I - made it in one of the first ambulances to leave the scene. 

We were so lucky. Park ended up with about 20 staples, and in spite of his concussion, Mark Botting woke up wondering if we all knew where our hotels were. That's a tour manager! The hospital had called in all available nurses to help out, and we were in and out of the hospital pretty quickly. On the way to the hotel sometime after midnight, Kevin and Nick (KCMW's agent) and I went in to an all-night McDonald's and got enough food for an army/rock band. (I think the cashier thought she had entered the Twilight Zone....Kevin Costner ordering $250 worth of Mickey D's...) When we got to the parking lot at the hotel, everyone piled into the lounge on the band bus. Some of us had been on or near the stage when it collapsed. Some had been sleeping on the bus and woke up to the general panic. Everyone had felt a moment of terror. 

Eventually, Park and I made our way to our room, though the power was out and the hotel manager had to lead us up the stairs by candlelight. I was afraid to let him fall asleep. But he did, and he woke up, and we came home to Nashville. Tomorrow, we fly back to Camrose. 

The whole experience gave me a tiny glimpse into what people suffer when there is a sudden natural disaster. Relative to events like Hurricane Katrina or even the flooding that occurred in Nashville this spring, the scope of the disaster was so small. And yet, because we were right in the middle of it, it was absolutely life-changing. KCMW is a family of like-minded musicians and dreamers that has made me feel so welcome both onstage and on tour. Going through the tragedy of last year's Big Valley Jamboree brought us all even closer together. The past couple of weeks, we've all talked about how excited we are to return to Camrose. We didn't get to play; we didn't get to do what we came for. My heart is so heavy when I think of the family of Donna Moore, the young mother who was killed. Saturday night, we'll take the stage with her in our thoughts. And we'll watch the sky.

Kevin Costner & Modern West Return to Camrose

Brownies for Breakfast 

As an indie artist in 2010, I should be able to manage my web presence, right? So why am I still a little baffled by syncing all these networking sites?! Here's my plan. I'm taking the website lo-fi. I'm making it simple and (hopefully) easy to navigate....and instead of posting a super-long note on the home page, I'm going to experiment with the blog. Let me know what you think~

I woke up this morning, the 26th of July, and made coffee. And then I made brownies. Which has colored the day, a little I think...I feel indulgent. A little lazy. Full! But after two weekends out with Kevin Costner & Modern West, a day at home dabbling in cyberspace is feeling pretty good. It has been so much fun playing the big country festivals with KCMW. Country Music Festivals are like big Nashville reunions. Musicians who live in your neighborhood (who you never see, for one reason or another...) end up sitting next to you in the catering tent eating potato salad. And I grew up on country music...the old kind. Lots of Willie Nelson and Emmy Lou. The genre has evolved, for sure, but there's still an acoustic element to it that I love. Keith Urban and Miranda Lambert, two of the headliners we've opened for this month, both do little acoustic mini-sets in their show. There's something so intimate and appealing to me about that. I love playing acoustic shows, and some of my favorite recordings are smaller acoustic versions of big-sounding records. Bruce Springsteen doing "Thunder Road" with just a guitar.  Lily Allen covering Britney Spears' "Womanizer," turning a dance track into this bouncy hand drum thing. There's a really cool youtube video of Rihanna doing an acoustic version of Disturbia. And here's one of Keith Urban doing "Stupid Boy" acoustic....

It makes me want to record an acoustic record....of covers even...we'll see. In the meantime, I'm working on getting the new album in ready-to-hear form. It is NOT acoustic! Stay tuned...